kah2004's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Welcome to December... so... today i got home and ended up sleeping until 5 pm... message from ren, so i called her... she got her cast off!! YAY! *claps* after that... mom tells me i have to walk to the bus stop (0.5 miles) because "she got to sleep @ 1 AM and then had to get up @ 6:30 AM and afterwards fell back asleep until 10 AM" so b/c she doesn't like getting up @ 6:15 AM for 5 days (i hate it but have no choice) b/c dad's gone to AZ to help out w/ his mom's recovery from her historectomy (sp?) (may have had cancerous tumor, which was removed in the process). but on thur i have my weekly class council meeting with the asb advisor... so that NEEDS to happen... but... i am sitting here wondering why i'm being so damn bitchie to my mom... *ugh* i need to call ali to blow off some steam... haven't talked to her for a *long* while, actually... then there's that... only jammers knows about it b/c... i kinda feel weird talking to others b/c someone... i kinda think ren may have a guess... but i haven't told her directly. ...its like... my own little secret that only jammers can know b/c she likes someone but can't date him... so she's stuck where i am. i really like him *nods* i do. they say it takes one girl to make a guy notice... and i really think i'm that girl... even tho he's as clueless as he may seem. i just... can't explain it. i've always known what a great guy he is... but dancing w/ him (all of our *one* dance... DAMN FOOD POISONING!) made me realize how amazing he is... well, i had realized that back around EPN... but... now i definitely want MORE... *sigh* this poet is definitely smitten... ya know...? if i hadn't gotten sick & everything... i would have kissed him either dancing or when he took me home... *faints* -deep sigh...- i got it bad... anywho... that's all for now... i'm thinking of posting my other essay "Adopting the Memories"... but i'm not sure... i think that's gonna be my personal statement for college applications... maybe... need to have lindberg *sigh* maybe i can talk my mom into letting me have a party THIS FRIDAY instead of on the 13th... well... 13th is better... well... with the thought of how amazing & gorgeous my corsage (and date *wink*) was... signing off... 8:00 PM - 12.01.03 Monday ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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