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\"Not Mine\" poem
Not Mine --04.01.05 Friday-- Sometimes I feel like I'm living a lie, That this life that I'm living is not really mine... All alone it suddenly comes crashing down, What have you done to make yourself proud? I can't help but feel lost; I can't help but feel gone; I know that there's someone that I've forgotten all along. What is it that makes me so proud? Its been so long that I'm not even sure now. Facing a new horizon of being an aunt, I'm left to wonder what's all this about "I can't." I find myself slowly losing ground, yet constantly steady as always; I'm not sure how I've always been sound, Cuz deep down I'm lost drowning in another round. If for one second I try to stop and think, My mind goes blank and I suddenly sink; This life that I'm living can't possibly be mine; For everything kinda feels just fine... And deep down I'm searching for answers, Cuz up on top I have too many damn questions unanswered. I can't possibly be living this life... Cuz some how some way I'm coming around, I'm beginning to appreciate this not knowing my background. Questions unanswered they will always be; And all I can do is find something to please me. I'm sinking yet wondering what possibly can go wrong, For this life that I'm living can't possibly be mine.
7:31 PM - 04.01.05 Friday
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