kah2004's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- contemplation... of one's lonely heart have you ever had this feeling that makes you want to jump up and down and scream at the top of your lungs? that makes everything seem like nothing and that the reason you got up in the morning is just to see that one person? have you ever felt like you could just walk up to that one person and say what you know is and has always been true... but that in the end, its just a dream, that life has been taunting you with over and over night after night? have you ever had this feeling like you want to just tell that one person everything you've ever felt... and you really want to... but you just don't see how you could have such an affect on another human being... that you could make them understand what you've known and have seen for so long... that in the end your low self-esteem wins out and you just continue your life of you, yourself.... and your loneliness. what does it take to break out of that cycle and to actually take that step, to actually tell them how you feel? what does it take to actually pick up the phone and to call them and to let them know you care? ...why is it so hard to admit that you care? to admit it to yourself... and then to admit it to that person? 5:30 PM - 07.07.04 Wednesday ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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