kah2004's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- cold water, heartbreaks, & hurricanes Shake down you make me break For goodness sake I think I'm on the edge Of something new with you Shout out don't drown the sound I'll drown you out You'll never screan so loud As I want to scream with you
Standing there with your smile blinding
[Chorus:]
Stand up don't make a sound [Chorus]
You don't do it on purpose
Maybe this time I can follow through [Chorus] so many things on my mind... almost started crying on the phone last nite... Kat & Taylor broke up and she's very... well, she's not doing good. They day after he broke up w/ her, she went into the ER that morning... her body just gave up w/ this shock... Taylor's her everything... she loves him... and he loves her... She said that everytime she's seen him, he looks sick and cries... he **NEVER** cries... She's confused, heart broken, in pain... and all she wants is her b/f back... *SIGH* it made me think... no matter the hurt... I still wanna experience something like that... ya know? Breakups are hard no matter how they're done... they hurt no matter... I really wish I had my license b/c I take a *COLD* shower and then go hang out w/ her... but... I gave her something else to think about... she kept trying to convince me that I'm not "just one of the guys" to all the guys I know... she kept telling me that the guys are intimidated by me... ME?!?!? how's that possible...?!?!? She told me this... "You short, sweet, feisty and the guys are intimidated by that..." I laughed and told her I didn't believe it so then she says "Kamille... have you **SEEN** the looks guys give ya?" me: no "Well... they're interested... but they're just intimidated..." me: by WHAT?!?!? "You're feisty... so am I... and guys like short girls... Average height for a girl is 5'6" or 5'7" and all the guys I've talked to like a girl that's shorted than that..." I don't know... I *WANT* to believe her... but at the same time... I don't know... *ARGH* Called many many ppls yesterday... Kester called me and she told me about her new beau... he's FREAKING 6'4"!!! CRAP!! hehe... good for her... he sounds like a sweetie... and then I called Cody, he was mowing... called Alex, talked while he *attempted* to cut the tomato... but the skin was too tough for the knife! it was funny... he totally massacred that tomato!! haha!! then Steve called him so he left to take a shower and go see if he could swim... Then I called my mom to see what the dealie was for today... then called Katherine... on another completely different note... the ASB thing was... huh... *interesting* and Ms. V got her nose pierces over the summer... looked good... At this moment... a plumber dude is changing our water heaters so all we got is cold water... so it looks like I'll be taking a nice **COLD** shower here in a bit... *FUN* ::rolls eyes:: man oh man oh man oh man oh man....
For goodness sake I think I'm on the edge Of something new with you ...
Standing there with your smile blinding
-KAH- [standing there w/ your smile blinding] ...and map around your world... 11:07 AM - 08.20.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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